New Leaf – See How They Fall

Tent Rocks New Mexico Shannon Drawe Photography

Focus shift. It is just that simple.

While success is grabbing me by the air, missing completely, I decided to take a long look back with a little help from our favorite past time – YouTube.

SUCCESS HAS MANY FATHERS

Failure is an orphan. And so it goes. The time just seemed right for a full monty retrospective (heck of a big word for my career) … for no other reason than to put it on the record and hope someone somewhere gets something out of it.

WITNESS

Make no mistake, I have witnessed some things in my life. Things that were mostly great to me and no one else, but they are my tapestry. It’s a tapestry that is getting tattered by time now.

Photographic memories are slowly fading, and there is no one who can help me recall them with precision, the precision demanded of my past photographic life. Still I wonder to myself, “Why should anyone care, or read, or watch what is about to come?” I can’t think of a single reason.

BURN DOWN THE PAST

At the end of it all lies a bonfire, my bonfire of my vanities. It is only right to destroy the record once it is recorded, and I am satisfied with that. This is my last trip through the past, and it takes no prisoners while giving me a late release from my prisons of the past. Names will be named, and no sugar will be coated.

PART ONE

In part one, I change the name of the YouTube Channel for my photography to something more fitting. That is done today! The BRAND NEW YouTube Channel name for the upcoming record is f.8bethere

In the grand photographic scheme, these stories to come are insignificant. But if for no other reason than to burn the negatives, they must be finally told, small though they may be.

PERHAPS one reason for the telling, if there is one, is to say, “This is how it was, how it was for me, in the short life of a photographic living, a visual life. An honest living cut way too short.”

Give Me My Plane

By now we were all supposed to have our own airplanes, or hovercraft or some flying cars. It hasn’t happened yet. But that hasn’t stopped me from being a photography futurist – to this very moment in time. I love digital. I love the control. I hate the mystery of film – and I will tell you why!

More in 24

Resist

Looking at the photographic landscape in Denton, Texas, at the end of 2023, it’s hard to see where the local creative juices are coming from these days. In fact, the well looks to be running dry.

Maybe a honest photo contest is in order, just so that I can be soaked in the imagery that is being produced in Denton these days – without having to search for it. Everywhere I go in Denton, it seems like the level of what is now called “art” has taken a bit of a detour – away from creativity, control of medium and consequential critique.

The Art Critique – Backslaps & Bubble Wraps

Ahh, critique. What a word. In the old days (BOOMER SAYS ZFG and keep reading if you dare) an art critique was something that put bark on your tree. It gave you a thicker skin, not another layer of bubble wrap. Notorious were the professors (tenured, educated and worldly) who would throw YOUR work in the trash, or smash pots. Their goal was to either break you or make you. Passion for your craft had to be overflowing, because relying on superiors for backslaps and bubble wraps? That was a thing yet to come, a thing of the 21st. Century – futuristic.

You Get What You Get

When you have “professors” who have only cracked books, and never cracked the door of a newsroom, a production studio or a darkroom … what do you think that leads to? We get more minions who feed their instructors (to be a little more accurate) egos without questioning their futures … and parents just scratch their heads. At least they’re out of the house now. The conversion of universities, like UNT and TWU, into corporations didn’t happen overnight, but in the long view – it happened pretty quickly.

Opening Doors of all Kinds

There was a time when university students would call, numbers of them, about internships with my studio. I taught and hired a few over the years, and they made money, college credit, and I made money off their supervised work in the studio. It worked so well in fact, most of my interns worked for me a calendar year and more! When an intern gets so good you want to keep them? Back then, I paid handsomely for their services. And doors were opened for them.

Now? Students at UNT and TWU quit calling, what ten or fifteen years ago? Their instructors knew everything, they thought, and they got out of school, couldn’t get a job and their parents sued the departments. Now that’s corporate capitalism at work! Doors closed.

IF YOU are a Student of Photography?

Whether you need an honest review of your work, strengths and weaknesses – and no trophies? Whether you are wondering if photography is even a viable profession?

I will be the first to say I DON’T HAVE ALL THE ANSWERS! And, I will be the first to say; I have more answers to life in the photography business than any of your photography professors do.

I am here to provide you the information – hands-on – that leads to knowledge you soak in for yourself. All you have to do is contact me.

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